Monday, July 21, 2008

what's wrong with me?

i don't know why, but tonight i feel so miserable..

cry for hours.. and lock myself in my room..


it's him again
and this time there's no one with me..
i'm alone..
and i never know why i always end up crying alone,
and he doesn't even seem to care about this


i always felt that he doesn't care about me anymore
why?
i always felt that i was left behind, and he didn't even bother waiting for me to catch him up
why?
i always feel abandoned
why?

why i should love him for god sake

everytime i fall into pieces, he never there

everytime i cry, he never there

everytime i get into trouble, he never there

there's always someone who's there for me, but not him


i always know that it would end like this..
but why i always try to fix it?

am i blind?
am i stupid?

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