gak mau tidur.

i don't want to sleep.
every night all i do is torturing myself with pride and anger.
and guilt.
it's bothering me.

and now i decided not to sleep.
i don't want to.
i don't want to think clear.
as long as i'm not crying.
as long as i can do what i want.
as long as i don't cry.

i don't want to think.
i just want to be in the crowd.
blend
so i don't have to think about myself.

i don't care about the rest of that shit

i'm trying to move on

with anyone

ANYONE!

just like a star - corinne bailey rae

Just like a star across my sky,
just like an angel off the page,
you have appeared to my life,
feel like I'll never be the same,
just like a song in my heart,
just like oil on my hands,
Honor to love you

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
with anyone but you,
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
you make me feel I'm alive,
when everything else is au fait,
without a doubt you're on my side,
heaven has been away too long,
can't find the words to write this song of your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
with anyone but you,
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind,

Now i have come to understand,
the way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
from tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
now I understand,
Yeah-yeah

Oooh......Ooohhhh..

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
with anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
for anyone but you
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
just like an angel off the page,
you have appeared to my life,
feel like I'll never be the same,
just like a song in my heart,
just like oil on my hands.

why do i have to fell for you?
why i have to love you?
it hurts..

kacau!!!!!!!!!!!!

duh,
malem ini aq kacau!


tiba2 ada perasaan nyesek didada
ngerasa ada yg salah
padahal aq tw gak ada yg salah
ini cm perasaan sesaat yg menyesatkan
dimana tiba2 aq kena sindrom you know what lah

huuuff

smua ini cm nyakitin diri sendiri

cukup de!
gak usa bertindak bodo dengan ngarep2in dia.
its over! there's no more you n him.

he's not part of your story anymore

ade pasti bisa ngebunuh rasa cinta itu.

pasti!

karena ade tau, smuanya uda ancur!

hoh! printer sialan!

disaat gw lg hectic2nya ngerjain tugas modul kampret,

pas gw mau ngeprint,

kok malah ERROR????????!!!!



kenapa harus hari ini??????

finally, i fall in love *again*

ngek..

akhirnya gw bs ngerasain seneng, kangen, diperhatiin ma org..
akhirnya gw bisa senyum2 klo gw inget tuh org.. *instead of crying and merana karena terlantar*
akhirnya gw punya alesan bwt pulang ke sby lg..

gw sayang ma lo..
you know exactly who i am and know exactly how to treat me..
tapi status gw, blm beres..
secepatnya gw bakal beresin status gw ya sayang...

karena gw tau siapa yg gw inginkan..

kamu, dio..

stand by me - oasis

Made a meal and threw it up on sunday,
I’ve, got a lot of things to learn,
Said I would and I believe in one day,
Before my heart starts to burn.

So what’s the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Times are hard when things have got no meaning,
I’ve found a key upon the floor,
Maybe you and I will not believe in,
The thing we find behind the door.

So what’s the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know,
They only seem to come and go away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah nobody knows,
The way it’s gonna be.

If your leaving will you take me with you,
I’m tired of talking on my phone,
There is one thing I can never give you,
My heart will never be your home,

So what’s the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows, yeah nobody knows,
The way it’s gonna be.

The way it’s gonna be, yeah.
Maybe I can see, yeah,
But don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah God only knows,
The way it’s gonna be.

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