allergies!!

hadooohh


malem2 gini nggebres2

beler laah..

alergi kumat..

:)

ada yang baruu aja dimulai

what's wrong with me?

i don't know why, but tonight i feel so miserable..

cry for hours.. and lock myself in my room..


it's him again
and this time there's no one with me..
i'm alone..
and i never know why i always end up crying alone,
and he doesn't even seem to care about this


i always felt that he doesn't care about me anymore
why?
i always felt that i was left behind, and he didn't even bother waiting for me to catch him up
why?
i always feel abandoned
why?

why i should love him for god sake

everytime i fall into pieces, he never there

everytime i cry, he never there

everytime i get into trouble, he never there

there's always someone who's there for me, but not him


i always know that it would end like this..
but why i always try to fix it?

am i blind?
am i stupid?

horoscope says...

Suggestions for the perfect date:

Go rollerblading, go hiking, feed the ducks, go to the museum, play miniature golf, take a walk in a botanical garden, go wine tasting or go to a wine bar, go to an art exhibit opening, spend a night in a Bed and Breakfast, go horse-back riding, go for a simple but elegant meal, take a walking tour of your city.

shoot! its true!! all of it! hahahahhaa

liburaaannn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oke..
now i realize that God still love me no matter what...



IP kinlcong

liburan oke -> BALI

masih bisa nyadong bwt ke jogja nih...



cuma satu yg gak kinclong..
duit habis..
:))

aneh aneh aja..

IN TROUBLE!!! financially.. again... hohohoo

JUMBUL!!


duidkuuu

kmana smua kamuu....

hilang tak berbekas dari tabungankuu...


JUMBUL....


niat mau bikin spatu kandas sudah deh.. ntar aja bulan depan deh...
bokek gw...

mau liburan lg...

nyadong bokap ajalah...

bwt ke jogja...

mana anak2 ngajakin ke bali..

nothing lasts forever - maroon5

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way